'However, we are sorry that you have not been accepted
for the Loures' Army.'
The letter slipped from my fingers. I just couldnt keep a grip on it.
I carefully took a few steps to the window and placed my hands firmly
onto the sill, trying so hard to sort out my emotions and not to show
anything more than the tension in my body. But why was I trying not
to show anything? There was no one here to see anything.
Thoughts were flying about too quickly to capture them, except for
me. I struggled with them, trying so hard to put them into some semblance
of order and to rid myself of that one clear thought. My hands clenched
in fists as I shook a little from the intensity into my emotions.
I failed. I failed. I failed. I didnt get into the Imperial Champion
Army. One c